Not to be served, but serve.
Not to be saved, but save.
My mom also expected someone to be a server and saver of her, but I don't.
My dad also expected someone to be a server and saver, but I don't.
They served and saved me for more than 20 years.
Soon after I read themessage that the author of "The joy of Tech!" left to us, I feel guilty myself.
但我不入地獄，誰入地獄？
求神拜佛教助眾生，卻不救自己兒女。
今天我救了他們，我也不想要求甚麼，他日他們也是侍奉於你！請你好好反省！
我也當好好反省，父母當年也救了我，我今天卻不侍奉於他們。
I know most of you don't realise what I am talking abut, I am sorry. I am quite depressed right now. I want something to balance my feeling.
I am sorry that, I know if I write something shit like this will make Tiney unhappy. But I need some kind of exit. Please forgive me if I make you unhappy, my dear.
PS. I broken my knee. Really painful for one night and a day. Who da hell save me?
08:16 - Friday, Jul. 25, 2003