Not to be served, but serve.

Not to be saved, but save.

My mom also expected someone to be a server and saver of her, but I don't.

My dad also expected someone to be a server and saver, but I don't.

They served and saved me for more than 20 years.

Soon after I read themessage that the author of "The joy of Tech!" left to us, I feel guilty myself.

但我不入地獄,誰入地獄?

求神拜佛教助眾生,卻不救自己兒女。

今天我救了他們,我也不想要求甚麼,他日他們也是侍奉於你!請你好好反省!

我也當好好反省,父母當年也救了我,我今天卻不侍奉於他們。

I know most of you don't realise what I am talking abut, I am sorry. I am quite depressed right now. I want something to balance my feeling.

I am sorry that, I know if I write something shit like this will make Tiney unhappy. But I need some kind of exit. Please forgive me if I make you unhappy, my dear.

PS. I broken my knee. Really painful for one night and a day. Who da hell save me?

08:16 - Friday, Jul. 25, 2003