The fucking head is just like a nuke, I rather smash my head to the wall rather than this fucking pain.

What a fuckin insane world, what's wrong with me? What I should do? No remedy? I just feel that I am a manipulated rubbish geek. Panadol is not the solution. Get killed maybe one. Give me a gun shot please!

The powerbook really drive me nut. In the hot summer afternoon, it always overheat. It ruined all of my works. I really like a moron with no goal, no hope.

12 hours non-stop work, all ruined! What a shame!

That's! that's the world!

It is becasue even you devote all of your heart to something, it turn out to be rotted. The modification of the shittest law in this fucking world - Murphy's Law!

I am growing impatient! I wanna crashing n smashing everything that drive me crazy and sad into the hell. Crash till it become a pool of blood and broken bones!

22:37 - Thursday, Aug. 15, 2002